(=Blame

Clouded thoughts and troubled minds;

There is evil of different kinds,

Sin, temptation, in the end regret,

You make the choices, don't forget.

You killed, you robbed, you lied, you stole,

All together, one as whole.

You never cared, you kept on going

All bad and evil, not worth doing

You hide behind the wall of sin,

'Twas a big mess that you were in.

But there was nothing you're still the same,

In the end, it' you who's to blame.....

(=To my ROSE

In dreams our bodies felt together,
declined by sanity I will sleep forever,
my living passion for your beauty will not sudside,
you have sated my emptiness; our soulswill never divide.

My mind trapped by your enchanting essence,
words of reality erased my temporal presence.
Your smile lives within my soul--
I bleed as you left I cannot let go.

Should I bea poet and you be my rose,
my spinning word could not define you even in my greatest prose,
let time be my opponent and destiny be my due,
even by hands of immortality my life within you.

Our moments together are brief and not limitless,
but it does not mean I have loved you any less.

(=He

I have gone to he deepest of darkness
I could not see a thing.
All that was left on me is this weakness
Of having to loose everything.

All the things that I work hard for
Was slowly slipping away.
There was a pain that I could not ignore,
A feeling so hard to say.

No one could help me
In this dark part of my life.
They all just let me be,
Let me to suffer and to strife.

I looked everywhere but saw no one
No one to accompany me
My heart is all that's left of what is gone
And somehow on it, I found "He"

He who guided me in my unending plight
And never did He stay away.
He is, in my darkest time, the light
Whom I workship everyday.

(=A guy I want to meet

Love is like a fairytale, but nowadays love is not always like a fairytale. When I was a child I always dreamed to have a handsome prince charming, who will take care and love me till the END. as I grow old I asked my self 'If prince charming still exist in this world, where could I find him? How will I know that he is really my prince charming?" these are the questions that I really don't know the answer. when I entered the life of being a teenager curiousity comes in my mind. I experienced having lots og boyfriend but all of them leave me with a scars . That's why in this time it made me realized something. I should learn how to wait for the right time and right love.

I want to meet a guy who will love me till eternity, whose always there for me in times of laughters and tears. a guy who will never leave me and keep me hanging. The one who will always prove that he love me so much. Most of all a guy who will love ONLY ME while he is MINE even he is not perfect as what I wanted to be.....

(=The real me

Likes:

• a TRUE FRIEND
• someone who can UNDESTAND the REAL ME
• always there for me in times of laughters and tears
• never lie to me
• cool, understanding, and able to express her/his emotion even she/he is angry to me
• lastly, never forget our friendship even how many years passed by

Dislikes:

• PAMATI
• back fighter
• kahit di mo inaano inaaway ka
• parati kang pinagdududahan kahit wala kang ginagawa
• HITACHI(himantayon_tabian_chismosa)
• Best in Reasons

Ang dami kong gusto at ayaw!! well, honestly I'm so "maarte, palaaway," spoiled sometimes yet I know how to handle it. They misunderstand me because I had a hidden attitude that, If I like to do something even it's to hard, I never mind it "kahit may masaktan ako", prangka ako in a way that I know I have a right to say those words!! If galit ako mostly I spoke bad words. But they don't know "LAMBING LANG KAILANGAN KO" (= This is the REAL ME and I hate to PRETEND just to PLEASE EVERYBODY....